Thursday, November 19, 2009

Long day

Everything is great at home, Ray's position as my slave has being restore for a while now.




My goal however is to tell him everything about Ana my submissive and have them both work together to please me. Work hard I should say.




I am not much for sex toys; I never had much interest in them to be use on me, because I like human sex toys better. But lately I have being wanting to buy some to use on my pets. I bought a paddle, and I used it on Ana. Actually She bought it for me and told me that I could use it to punish her as much as I want. She of course did not have to tell me that, I know what to do with her.



I found a good excuse to spank her when she called three minutes late to check in with me. She is to call everyday at a certain time, I don't have to answer but she has to call and leave a massage, any message, It is just to have control of her day. Some weeks I don't talk to her at all, or even answer her e-mails. But I know everything about her because she leaves massages of her life. She asks permission for lots of things and she is also my financial slave she keeps me inform of her financials. So this system works well for me it is kind of stressful for her but I want it like that.



on this particular day I went to her apartment( I have a key) and waited for her to come home from work .I was so exited to use the paddle for the first time and I was already playing with my wet pussy. When she came in she was shock but immediately went on her knees, face on the floor, and welcomed me as it is appropriate for me.



I sat on her sofa looked at her on her knees and evil thoughts came rushing to my mind, but I stood quiet for a good five minutes.



"Assume the position " I said. She immediately got up from her kneeling position and put her ass in the air.'Yes my sweet mistress" she reply while putting her panties down and her skirt up.



I got up and touched her pussy it was wet. She had no sexual play for at least two weeks she was so horny



I humiliated her about calling late, she was apologetic. I told her I was going to spank her, and took the paddle out.I begun with slow blows to her ass one in each cheek at a time. "Thank you Mistress" she said every time paddle hit her ass. the stocks got harder and faster one after the other, she was now screaming "THANK YOU MISTRESSES ,Ouch, "



After an hour she was crying and I was having so much fun, I did not want to stop.But my fun was interrupted by a phone call from Ray who was just calling to ask what did I want for diner.


I was upset and told him I was busy at the time and that he has to make a supper to my liking without asking. "You need to be more discipline with that" I said softly "I am sorry I wanted to order out some Italian for you, It would not happen again, Cindy, promise" He said

'Call me Mistress, What is wrong with you?" I yelled.

'Mistress ,yes Mistress" He said.

At this moment I felt great, It feels good, power, feels great. I hung the phone and order Ana to play with herself I let her cum , she came hard and good. I left her with her ass red as wine.

When I got home I ate and I send Ray to the room "Go get naked and kneel next to the bed"were my orders. He run upstairs. While I was eating I was enjoying myself wondering what can I do to Ray now. He had being good , does all house work, takes good care of Melly and of course works hard to pay bills.
I was feeling in the mood for more spanking. I had never done that with Ray I was not sure how would he take it. I went upstairs and found him kneeling at the foot of my bed naked and with hard on.
'You can't wait for some of my attention, my little puppy, come,come to Mistress"

He loves it when I make him my puppy. I said "Ray I am very disappointed in you"
He tried to talk but I said "Dogs don't talk"
" I think you need discipline because when you called me today I was busy and you know your n role in this house and marriage, even thou , is just our arrangement and nobody knows. You know better than to do what you did , right my little puppy" I was talking in a very sensual and sweet voice. "I felt upset so I will punish you tonight, so you don't do it again"
"I am going to spank you, like a Little boy, and then you are going to spent some time in the corner"
His face went blank, he had no reaction at all. He just looked at me. To be honest I thought he would not summit or he would argue his punishment."So" I said
"Get in bed face down, and put your ass up" He just barked like a dog .
I spanked him with my hands and I told him to masturbate while I spank him. The punishment lasted like ten minutes I stoped and I said "go to the corner and continue playing with that useless cock of yours" Yes Mistress Cindy "he said meekly.
"don't you dare cum"
When he was in the corner I got my clothes off got in bed and begun playing with myself .
After a while I said " put that cock inside my pussy, now"
"May I say something , please" he asked "yes" I reply.
I am very close to cumming I don't know if I can fuck you the way you want Mistress"
"You have never"I said smiling at him. "Lick me, you,, bad dog" And "No more touching for you"
I had two very good orgasms and when I was done I send him to the bathroom to put cold water on him "and come back fast, I told him "no more pleasure for you tonight Ray"
He did as I said. I slept really good after a long day of fun. I am bening to think he enjoys denial he does not complain when I deny him.







































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Monday, October 12, 2009

Slave is back


As I was relaxing on my bed, Ray came in. I was wearing a tide fitted T-shirt and white lace panties. My belly was down and my legs were moving, while I played with my beautiful hair.



He stood there looking at me, I guess he was just waiting to be noticed. I knew he was there but , I wanted him to just stand there looking at my firm ass.



"Cindy" he said. I looked up and nodded "I am ready" he said while looking down at his hard cock. I look back at him in silence.



"ready are you?' I reply with my soft voice. "what are you ready for me dear husband?" Are you ready to become ones more my slave?", Or do you think things have change in my mind?"



Because if you are ready to submit you should be on your knees?", Don't you think?'
He nodded and said "yes, I know, I am ready for your commands and discipline, I know how things are"
"You are not ready, Mistress is what you call me, not Cindy" , "I don't think you are ready"
"Please Mistress let me service you now, please" he said as he got on his knees.
"that is better" I said with my evil smile on.

"Bark for me now my pet, " His face was full of satisfaction when he heard me say that. Of course he barked for me and took his tongue out like a good dog would do when hungry or thirsty.


"LICK MY ASSHOLE NOW" I ordered. "Yes Mistress" he said bringing his face toward my behind. "did you miss this my doggy?" I asked while caressing my breasts and playing with my nipples. "oh , My mistress Cindy I miss this Sooo much, I like to be here,to please you, I like the way you control everything, I am willing to go deeper as you have asked me before, this is a better way for marriage, I want this as much as want to be your submissive forever; I liked this secret life, Thankyou Mistress for introducing me to this world".

I was very surprised by this answer, his voice was full of excitement and he kept licking never stopping for one minute. "You like this now" I asked "or do you just want to please me?
"No when I was away I felt the need to masturbate a few times but then I found my self remembering our arrangement and did not stroke you cock, because my mistress Cindy is yours and not mine, I found pleasure in holding myself for you, I even had dreams of submission to you, please believe me, I give you my manhood I love you Cindy, I love your Ass, pussy, breast, feet,your hair and I love the way you control me in bed".


All of this gave me great pleasure that I ordered him to fuck me, and to ask permission before coming, He was so ready that it took him less than five minutes to ask and beg to cum.


I granted the permission but I told him to take itout first "Stroke it, and cum in my feet" I ordered he did as I asked "THANK YOOOUU MISTRESSSSSSSSS"he screamed in pure pleasure.


When he came he looked at me and said " I love you so much, I need you"


I said lick my feet clean, and then wash your mouth so you can come lick my clit, I want to cum"


It took him some time licking his own cum off my feet, but he did not complaint or tried to get out of it. He did it and I loved it, after that His tongue was good for my clit and I had a great orgasm. Which I thing is all about; ME and my pleasure.







Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Two is better than one

It is very nice to have more than one slave. Ray is back but he is not available; his father died and I am letting take his time off. He tried to have sex with me last night, but I told him he needs to get past this sad time and come back to being my property, I explain that I will be willing to wait until he was ready. Ana in the other hand has being my maid, and a good slave to me all this time.

Ana is a true submissive women and sometimes I wonder about her. She is into financial slavery, she loves It and gets so turn on by it. She likes pain, humiliation, and even public embarrassment. I have not yet found a limit in her. Now she comes to my house and acts as my friend, does any thing I ask.I am very happy with her. I make sure to let her know when I slap her face after something I like And I say "good girl" she usually smiles at my slaps and thanks me.
We visit Veronica and we had such a great time, I brought Ana and she has her sub-boyfriend and another slave. It was delicious!!!!!
Three people at our service. Veronica spanked Ana and I used her subs for my amusement. They were naked, hard horny eager to please. Ana just wanted me to feel proud of her. The men I spanked their butts at the same time. "ASS IN THE AIR"I said firmly and the position was assumed.
When we were coming back home I asked Ana if she liked the session, her answer was "I like this life style mam, but I love to serve you, I would do anything Mistress Veronica ask, because You order me to." "So you did not cum?" I said. "Yes, when I was told to I came, thank you mistress. for your interest in me"
I told her to stop the car. When she did I said "tell me something you don't like to do" "Be honest" "I don't like to wait for your call for a long time, I would like to be able to call you my self, but Mistress, it is OK as long as you are happy I am just trying to obey you in being honest"
I was very surprised, it is a very little thing. It turn me on so much that I order her to play her pussy while I begun to touch my self, she immediately put her hand in her clit, and begun to worship me. I was just enjoying my wetness and listening to her in no time she was asking permission to cum. "no" I said softly."no more, sit right and drive while I masturbate slowly under this blanket that you bought me"she sat up and was quick about it. As she was driving I started to pinch her nipples very hard, and pulling her hair. Told her I want more from her.
She said "Mistress you can do with me as you wish, I told you, my beloved mistress, that I do obey you even when I am not with you, even following my rutine of my day, I do it to the best of my abilities.
We finally got to my house I was wet and she needed to pee, because I did not allow her to use the rest area rest room.
We went in my bedroom,I order her to lick me, I could see how unconformable she was.To say the truth I like to do that to her and I am hoping one day I will do it to Ray. I learned "Pee desperation " with Veronica it is total power over another human being.
She was right there next to my bathroom dying to release herself but would not do it because I said so. She was bringing her legs together and doing the pee-pe dance.
"Come, come lick me until I cum good" I said. She was moving slowly "On your knees" I ordered.
"Please ,Mistress I need to go to the bathroom, please" she pleaded
My voice was so soft and sensual " no, my salve I am going to cum, you are going to use you tongue to please me, come on ...oh and you better don't have any accidents in my bedroom or you will be punish severely.
Her face in my pussy felt better than other times,and I was so close to cumming I came good.
As soon as I came she got up when for the bathroom but I stoped her " wait, you haven't ask permission" I said with a smile in my face"
She was standing in the bathroom door, legs together hands on her pussy( it was great)
"May I use the bathroom Mistress...Please?"
"UMMM.....Y....E ...S, ,You may go t the downstairs bathroom...my pet" She walked as fast as she could and I was laughing at her. She could not hold it any longer and peed in my stairs"
She cleansed the puddle and came back to to say how sorry she was.
So I made her played with her pussy with her wet panties still on, She seem to have a good orgasm. She loves humiliation I guess We all can see that.
I wish Ray was part of this too maybe soon, maybe, but two slaves is better than one.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Spanking

What a nice thing spanking is.
It is great. I had never really enjoy it , I have thought about it ,but never had the opportunity.
I spanked Ana last Sunday, for a good hour until her ass cheeks were red as wine and she was begging for permission to cum.


I spanked her soft and slow at first, had her count the stokes and she was to thank me every time shew got it.
I loved it. I used a brush, a ruler, a pink-punk racket, and a wooden spoon.
my favorite is the wooden spoon.
She was in a lot of pain when I got to the spoon, and in agony wanting to cum badly,
Her pussy juices were running down her thighs, she is into pain so much, which of course I love.
When I felt like it I ordered her to masturbate in the corner. " WORSHIP ME , AND TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU LIKE BEING TREATED LIKE A PROPERTY" I said
When I saw her in the corner with her hand in her clit, and her ass in the air, Waiting for permission to have an orgasm. I felt so much power and decided that I should come first.
Stop! I said "Come here, lick me , no more touching your self for now"
I can see her disappointment and that it was hard to take her hand away from her pussy.
So when she got close to me I slap her face. "you have to think of me first, I don't care how much you need to cum, you bad slave"
I had her licked me and I enjoyed it a lot. While she was licking me and massaging my thighs and legs ,I ordered her to play with herself.
We came at the same time. When I was done I pushed her away, And told her to shower and go to the closet until I need her again.
I love all of this new experiences. This is great.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Alone with my slut

Ray's dad is very sick. We had to travel to his country to see him.
His father is such an important part of his life, he has very little time to be with him. I decided that he needed to stay there with dying dad and his elderly mother until his father goes.
He agreed and we both think is for the best.
It has been a week since I came back with Melly, I miss him a lot. we talk on the phone daily.
Melly went to summer camp on Sunday, so as I was driving back home after leaving Melly at her camp site. I felt like I needed some action ,sexual action.

I called my submissive Ana, She answers the phone like this" Yes Mistress" I like that so much.



I said " I need you to come serve me, tonight, can you ask for the day off tomorrow"

She said "Mistress I will call in sick tomorrow, what time should I be at your door "
"Now" I said firmly. "OK , my beautiful Mistress, do you want me to bring something?"
"Yes, bring me dinner , and hurry " and I hang up the phone.

I was wet and SO horny and felt in a very dominant mood. She came and brought me a dinner, Italian, my favorite. I was in my panties, and a t-shirt when she came. She was dressed very nicely, and serve me dinner like a true slave. brought me the food to my bed, stood there watching me eat, with a submissive attitude. When I was done eating I ordered her to wash my dishes.
When she was in the kitchen I was playing with my pussy, just enjoying my wetness .

She came back in my room and said " is there anything else you want me to do Mistress?
"Get naked now and get under my covers, and lick me ". She did; she was very eager to please me. I opened my legs and got comfortable she put her tongue in my pussy lips very slowly.

"Yes, that's how I want it" She lickedme and massage my thighs very nicely. I asked her between my moans "this is what you like to do every day, you are a slut, aren't you?

She answer " yes your slut Mistress Cindy" Can I ask you question Mistress ,Please?
"No" I said , "Keep it up, I want to cum very hard and good at least three times, before you can ask a question".
To be very honest I really did not care what she wanted or needed. It was all about me. It had been so long since I was service that I was enjoying it to the fullest.

I came good and hard as many times as I needed and when I was ready to let her out of my bed and away from my pussy I said ." OK, Get out now, go ,go"
she hurry to get out of my bed and felt when she was getting out. I laght at her and made fun as she got her self together. She apologize for her clumsiness.
"What did you want to ask ?" I said. She put her head down and begin to speak softly "I wanted to know if I could play with my pussy, I am wet still, I need to cum ,,Mistress,, Please , just a little bit"
"A little bit? I asked
"OK, Go to the corner and stand against the wall" I order firmly and play with you asshole.
" Bad pussy"I said " it is mine I tell you when you can use it even to pee, Right?"
"Give me a show,turn around , let me see you play with it now, but don't cum without my permission or you'll be punish"
So for a long period of time she played and played and every time she came close she shouted "Mistress can I cum, ooh please" I denied her every time. She was looking desperate I then told her " you know? that if I want to send you to bed with out cumming, I will spect for you to do it what will you do if I feel like doing that to you , slut?


" I will go to bed like this ...my sweet Mistress" she reply. "You may cum now" I said


"Thank you.......Mistresss.......Cindy... IMMM CUMMIG" She screamed as she fucked her pussy so hard.
It has been great fun to own not just a male submissive hubby, but also my own personal female slut.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Addiction


This is addicting, power is an addiction. I came to the conclusion that is something that I just need to have on regular basis. I always want more , even though things in my home are great, I am the queen of my castle. I still fantasize of more; I play with my self on the regular basis.


I would love to have more then three submissive pampering me and pleasing me to my hearts desires. I would love to prepare a room in my basement to have fun with my human toys.


I met a Hispanic female submissive, I met her through this blog, she is extremely submissive. At first we exchange e-mails and chatted. She offer to be my slave and I told her I was going to test her , to see whether or not she was being honest.


She comply with all my demands, I watched through her her web cam,as she spanked and inflict her self pain, for my amusement. Then she earn the privilege of a phone number to call me whenever I wanted her to call. She is very sincere.


I told her that it was time to meet, she was happy to say the least. We met at a public place, I asked her not to wear any panties and to wear a skirt .


She came in the movie theatre, the place I chose to meet, exactly as I asked, her skirt was short and her top was small. She had never seen my face, she could only recognise my voice. So for a while I watched as she was looking around not knowing what to do .She kept checking her watch. I guess she was nervous.


I finally came to her, she was sitting "hi" I said. She stood up so fast as if the chair had something there that pushed her up."Hi,Mistress Cindy " she said meekly. I locked at her from head to toe, as if I was examining her, like if she was a piece of thing about to be sold. I enjoyed that moment to the fullest, her anticipation and eagerness to be approved was in the air,and at the moment in time I own the air she was breathing.


After a couple of minutes I said "did you get the ticket for movie, yet" " I did" she said "OK, good".We went in, but first she went to get some popcorn and drink. She carry them so happily, she was really enjoying her self , just by getting my snacks, of course she paid for it.


As we sat, she very diligently put my food where it was supposed to go. I began to talk to her in a very mean way, but with soft voice, her head was down and her eyes on the floor. "Let's go to the bathroom Ana" I said. In the way to the bathroom I stopped her and said "I want to check to see if you are not wearing panties, and make sure your pussy is clean shave" .


No one was in the bathroom which was excellent. " Come on, let me see, put your skirt up" she was inside the toilet space and did as I ordered. Yes no panties and a clean shave pussy. I then told her to open her legs wide I touched her pussy it was wet, very wet, her nipples hard. Evil thought came to mind, then I saw the toilet paper holder . I took it out with out saying a word, while she stood against the wall with her skirt up and legs open.


I said "want u to wear this in your ass,for me" She just turn around and put her ass in the air. Lovely obedience. the hard brown object was difficult to manege for me, but I put it up her ass. I then put her skirt down. "does it hurt "I asked "yes" she said "Good" I said smiling evilly at her "Let us enjoy the movie now" .


I could see it was hard for her to walk normal . As she tried to sit I said " sit as you can, maybe just sit on one ass cheek" I sat comfortable on my chair. I was enjoying the whole scene, while eating my pop-corn. " Does it hurt "I asked again "Not that much, Mistress i think the carton is getting softer, Mistress" she answer.


When the movie was done we stayed there until no one was left. " I am pleased with you Ana, you are true submissive and I want you to be my slave" her reaction was happiness and she kept telling me how she always wanted this kind of relationship. She almost cried, as she sxplain how much she wanted to serve me.


She works and loves to give me a part of her check ( I did not ask for that) she likes that. I brought her to my home and introduce her to Ray and Melly as my friend. She is fluent in Spanish, which I love since my first language is Spanish. Ana has all her family back in her country so I guess that is why she has all the time for me.


She is not a professional, but she is very polite, and seems educated. She has a very good appearance, and has come twice to my home. she keeps her distance remains the out aspects that I want her to keep, she is to be a friend of mine. But when we are alone she is on her knees.


I don't know if this is bad for my marriage, I hope not, but Ilike this.



Sunday, August 2, 2009

My pet

It has been a while now, that my Ray is learning his position in this new lifestyle. We could talk for hours in how different things are now. He is just getting used to all of my demands and the routines I want him to follow. I am not sure, he knows how much more I want, but he seems happy.

We never before watched porn, it was a big no -no We never explored that feature for our sex life, (not that I am really into it now or ever). I don't think I need much to get turn on. But for two weeks now I have order Ray to go and get some kinky movies, not just to download them, but, I want him to go out and look for them. Femdom that is what I want, he says he gets really embarrass when he is paying for them, and I enjoy that.

When I feel in the mood , I put a movie on to get him into a total submission mood at first it was not much reaction on his part, he was just curious , but I made him watch the entire DVD until he gets hard to make him stroke his cock a bit just to say "No! Stop" at the right time. It is agreat feeling.

I had some fun after watching a video with him. I told him as soon as he came in the bedroom: " I am wet, I want to play, I want you to come here and touch my pussy the way it should be touch" He was so happy and quickly undress himself and went to wash his hands ( it is something I want him to do every time he is to touch me sexually)

I was in bed with nothing on, I said "kneel before me now" so he did. "come next to the bed like that on your knees" It was such a rush just enjoying him walk on his knees with his cock hard. He came next to the bed and I began to pet his head like a puppy I said "look at you, you look So cute like that, why don't you bark for me, my pet." "Yes my Mistress" he reply

WOOF,WOOF,WOOF!" he tried to say something after the barking but I stopped him by putting my finger on his mouth and whispering in his ear "no, talking, only puppy like noises, or bark for mistress" He began to make noises like a little puppy would. I pet him like a proud dog owner would "good boy" I said while putting his hand on my pussy and his mouth on my breast "I want to enjoy this Ray" I said while getting myself comfortable in bed. I opened my legs wide my pussy was extremely wet and when his fingers massage my clit at the right speed as I have taught him, It felt great. After I came the first time I change my position and sat up.

"Goo boy, take your tongue out lets see",he was so good doing that I said "you are good dog Ray,not a man a good dog" I said "climb to bed my puppy come here with Mistress" I said get in between my legs and lick my clit, drink my juices, just lick now, put your hands behind your back and lick nice and slow" I was massaging my nipples and telling him how I want it my dog to be.

He did as I asked; my pet licked my pussy dry and sucked my asshole clean. I am please, "now your reward" I said. He was so happy in expectation of what was I going to say "fuck me, you have permission to enter my pussy" He looked worried I said "do it, you are allow to cum, just before you cum, bark like the dog you are, babe" It was no more then five minutes he was barking and waving his tale in and out very hard. When it was over he said "thank you for letting me fuck you, I miss it , thank you for letting me cum, I needed it so much"

' I know, I know " I said "you are getting very good in bed" and I laugh and order him to take a shower.

My maid, My toy, my pet I wonder what else is he good for.